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not sure if you'd call this a picspam or a pic-trickle :D

i am WAAAY overdue showing you guys some of the awesome stuff We got up to at a8 We as always being me an[profile] aeron_lanartt but this time we were joined by our other partners in crime, [personal profile] jaquedark and Heather (i've forgot your lj again babes sorry)
all our first Asylums but along the way we met [personal profile] idontlikegravy[profile] steerpikesister and her insomniac other half [personal profile] absdax all Asylum veterans

During the course of the Weekend Heather got on Stage with Misha Collins:

she and [personal profile] jaquedark and[personal profile] absdax sung Karaoke with the cast (Carry on my Wayward Son no less)


and Heather got a voicemail recorded by the devil himself for a friend of Mine who was unfortunately half way across the world at the time

I took a lift ride with Misha, but no one wants to hear about that.

Anyway, on with the pics:


the first time we met Misha and he was on twitter within no time :D


one of my favorite pictures of Misha i took that weekend, very Castiel s4

 
This picure has a story to it. simply put Misha Collins wants to be in Doctor Who
Heather loved this idea so much she began a Facebook campaign page: http://www.facebook.com/BringMishaColinsToDoctorWho 
though I should state we do not condone, nor did we start the over tweets to The Moff.


Mark Pellagrino (Luci) was not at all what I expected, he was so much more :D I got to ask him about Bishop (Being Human US) and i don't think he sussed that i'd not seen to the end of s2 by then.


being only in the beggining of s4, I'm not that fammiliar with young John, though I have seen an episode from further on in Season 5, but Matt had the presence to make you wanna stay and listen. 
I got up to ask about Dean and John in the younger years In his opinion but a comment about the Twilight Movies sparked me to ask Matt what he would prefer to be Werewolf or Vampire in the context of any myths or show. I swear to god he said Lycan, which threw me 1. because there are very few people who use the term Lycan and 2 because i didn't cringe at his reply, he has very Lucien like features, which I told him. 


absdax and Jaque


this is probably one of my only pictures of Mark Sheppard, and I only took it because of  his stage guest.
where Mark P impressed me Mark S...well, didn't if anything he proved talent doesn't make you a good person (this IMO only)
I asked him about his charectar in Warehouse 13 Valda who 'died' in s2... sorry if you've not seen it yet. anyway, lets just say his reaction to that and the opinion that WH13 was well written, wasn't sparkling.

here are a few pictures from my Kodak easy shoot, I brought this camera with me for the Night and general pics where as my normal camera is more... bulky, I it proved its worth :D


bit of a reverse as these are probably the first picture I took at the convention.

can you tell its Jaques first 3 day con :D


At the convention Jaque, Heather and myself debuted our Team Fem-Free Will cosplay, here are some of the best

 

now, granted my Dean needs a bit of Work but we had fun and I got complimented on the attempt even with hand in a plug socket hair :D
I love Heathers Sam.
a note about the last picture: it was an idea of other fans, and I did not realise Jaque really was leaning backwards, when i stepped out i let go and she fell on her ass, Cas on her Ass for some reason decided to die laughing :D

and that is Asylum 8 in a nutshell. there are more pics on my FB if your interested.
lets just say, there's no 'maybe' to weather or not we'll be going to a10, we're only not doing a9 because of a eviler demon than Luci (£)

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Ok I know I’m really really really really late with this one and your supposed to do one a day, but do you realise how hard it is to pic a favourite quote?



I’ve decided after watching all 3 series through (not specifically looking a quotes, fx re-showed everything)
that despite Wise Godric, Sarcastic Lafayette and Bill being… well Bill, that my Favorite quote belongs to Eric pre Vampire.

Now I could go with with the whole convestations between him and Godric that beings with “Ar du dod?” (are you death?) but I’ve decided, that there are 2 quotes that even outrank this ask the best


NO.1 during Erics final conversations with his men, they are talking about the gods waiting for Eric in Valhala
the Viking who is by Eric when Godric attacks asks his friend who is talking about Valhala

VIKING #1: Och Kvinnor? Kommer det att finnas kvinnor? (and women? Will there be women?

ERIC: Var jag an ar…. Det kommer alltid att vara kvinnor. (wherever I am…there will always be women)



number 2 in my favourite quotes is a bit more serious, from the same scene its Erics defiance at Godric, but I like Godrics part as well.


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Video - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlwgkYXG4nY&feature=share whoever made the vid cut out the opening of the Flashback


GODRIC: Jag sag dig pa slagfaltet I natt, (I watched you on the battlefield last night ) Jag har aldrig sett någon slåss som du (I never saw anyone fight like you)

ERIC: Jag vill slåss med dig nu om jag kunde (I would fight you now if I could)

GODRIC: (LAUGHING) Jag Vet (I know) det vackert (Its beautiful)


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The language is a mix of Google Translate and a Swedish friend on Facebook so I apologise for miss spelling anything,

But there you have it Day 4 my favourite quote(s)





Day 01- Your favorite female character

Day 02- Your favorite male character

Day 03- Your favorite couple

Day 04- Your favorite quote



Day 05- Your favorite promo for season 3


Day 06- Your favorite Lafayette/Tara moment


Day 07- Your favorite Eric/Sookie moment


Day 08- Your favorite Sookie/Bill moment


Day 09- Your favorite Eric/Bill moment


Day 10- Your favorite Sam/Sookie moment


Day 11- Your favorite Sookie Stackhouse moment


Day 12- A scene/moment that pissed you off


Day 13- A scene/moment that made you cry


Day 14- A scene/moment that made you happy


Day 15- Your OTP


Day 16- Your favorite episode


Day 17- Your least favorite episode


Day 18- Your least favorite character


Day 19- Your least favorite scene


Day 20- Your favorite villan


Day 21- Your favorite guest-star


Day 22- Your least favorite guest-star


Day 23- The character you most relate to


Day 24- The character you would like to hear/see more of


Day 25- Something that happened you wish hadn’t


Day 26- Something that hadn’t happened but you wish had


Day 27- Your idea for a future True Blood episode


Day 28- Your idea for a future True Blood character


Day 29- Your idea for a future True Blood couple


Day 30- Whatever tickles your fancy
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i've not been looking forward to day 3 at all, because despite the amount of 'couple time'  the show has the simple answer to this day is I don't have one.
 
I don't like Sam/anyone i don't like Tara/anyone i don't like Jason/Anyone (though the fics with him and Pam i've heard about sounds interesting)
i don't like any of the minor pairings, i'm not a couples type of Trubie i didn't even like Russel/Talbot

if i had to ship an on screen couple there would be two and they'd be 

s1/2 Bill/Sookie
Bill and Sookie have their moments...
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ok a quiet a few moments.
I love Bill in s1 with or without Sookie, but just the way he handles how dumb she can be is sweet, 
I also love the reluctant but sometimes needy way she takes to him biting her both in the book and in the show.
still not sure what the night dress run was about in Cold Ground but i loved the fire scene.
 
 my other couple is gonna sound a bit obvious now but its

s2 Jessica/Hoyt
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 Hoyt asked Sookie at the end of s1 if "vampire bill." knew any cute girl vampires his age, ok in s1 we didn't see Jessica/Hoyt coming because Jessica was even more of a brat than she is in s2 but i still like the link.
Jessica/Hoyt is one of my 2 chosen pairings because I fell in love with Jessica from the moment she said "whose good to eat around here."
 
I love how Hoyt perks up when she reveals shes a vampire, and how he doesn't want her to hide what she is when her fangs come out during a kissing session, and the 'i can tell you about my comic book' is just simply wonderful.
 
ofcourse there are the slashes
Eric/Bill
Pam/Jessica
Lafayette/Eric
Godric/Eric
 
but i've decided this blog stays with on screen cannon couples (cos its hard to find decent ims of the others lol) :D 

Day 01- Your favorite female character

Day 02- Your favorite male character

Day 03- Your favorite couple


Day 04- Your favorite quote


Day 05- Your favorite promo for season 3


Day 06- Your favorite Lafayette/Tara moment


Day 07- Your favorite Eric/Sookie moment


Day 08- Your favorite Sookie/Bill moment


Day 09- Your favorite Eric/Bill moment


Day 10- Your favorite Sam/Sookie moment


Day 11- Your favorite Sookie Stackhouse moment


Day 12- A scene/moment that pissed you off


Day 13- A scene/moment that made you cry


Day 14- A scene/moment that made you happy


Day 15- Your OTP


Day 16- Your favorite episode


Day 17- Your least favorite episode


Day 18- Your least favorite character


Day 19- Your least favorite scene


Day 20- Your favorite villan


Day 21- Your favorite guest-star


Day 22- Your least favorite guest-star


Day 23- The character you most relate to


Day 24- The character you would like to hear/see more of


Day 25- Something that happened you wish hadn’t


Day 26- Something that hadn’t happened but you wish had


Day 27- Your idea for a future True Blood episode


Day 28- Your idea for a future True Blood character


Day 29- Your idea for a future True Blood couple


Day 30- Whatever tickles your fancy
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I have given todays question a lot of thought, I have three Favorite male charectars, each with their own unique reasons for being my favorite (other than their fangs) but i have done the logical thing and weighed up the pro's and cons, and:


I have decided that my Favorite Male is.... undecidable
Eric Northman, Bill Compton and Eric's maker Godric are all my favorite males, for different reasons and (especially where Bill and Eric are concerned) at different time.



 


Godric of old is more favorite than the Renouncer we meet in series 2, I like him the way Eric remembers him, not that he's not wise and powerful in s2 he's just... well Eric put it best when he called Godrics decision to meet the sun Madness.
The Godric Eric first met introduced himself as Death with blood dripping from maw after just killing Erics men to get to him, thats the kind of Vampire you want as a maker.

Eric is... well, Eric is Eric, theres no one else like him (Though Pam comes close) he's Evil, Cold, Calculating, but with a hidden good streak he brings out when he thinks theres call for it, he uses his position as Sherif only when its needed and isn't as power mad as is made out to begin with.
he's sarcastic, which i like in a Vampire,
and apart from the sky blue, he has kick ass fashion sense.

Bill is probably the odd one out of my trio, although in series 3 we finally saw a different mood from him, he is normally polite, soft spoken, straight forward (which can sometimes be a little harsh) and has a higher opinion of humans than his fellow vampires, (or so it seems)
Bill dropped out of my favour for a while mid s2 to just before the end of s3, i still liked him, but not as much as i had, but up until his suicidal 'regain my honour' stunt (Spoilers for end of s3 will not be included in this blog, go watch it)  he'd pulled himself back to the top, i even loved his attempt at humour beside Eric.

its evil making me choose just one, but if i have to (which i guess you do for these things) having written out why they all rock, i think i'd pick....

 ERIC NORTHMAN


Day 01- Your favorite female character


Day 02- Your favorite male character


Day 03- Your favorite couple


Day 04- Your favorite quote 


Day 05- Your favorite promo for season 3  


Day 06- Your favorite Lafayette/Tara moment 


Day 07- Your favorite Eric/Sookie moment 


Day 08- Your favorite Sookie/Bill moment


Day 09- Your favorite Eric/Bill moment


Day 10- Your favorite Sam/Sookie moment


Day 11- Your favorite Sookie Stackhouse moment


Day 12- A scene/moment that pissed you off


Day 13- A scene/moment that made you cry


Day 14- A scene/moment that made you happy


Day 15- Your OTP


Day 16- Your favorite episode


Day 17- Your least favorite episode


Day 18- Your least favorite character


Day 19- Your least favorite scene


Day 20- Your favorite villan


Day 21- Your favorite guest-star


Day 22- Your least favorite guest-star


Day 23- The character you most relate to


Day 24- The character you would like to hear/see more of


Day 25- Something that happened you wish hadn’t


Day 26- Something that hadn’t happened but you wish had


Day 27- Your idea for a future True Blood episode


Day 28- Your idea for a future True Blood character


Day 29- Your idea for a future True Blood couple


Day 30- Whatever tickles your fancy


 

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I have been a True Blood fan since b4 the first season started in the Uk, but recently since a suggestion was made to go to a convention where Lorena (Bills Maker) and Godric (Eric's Maker) 's actors would be i can't seem to get enough of it, Books, Tv, Posters, i've bought more stuff in the last 2 months than i have since i got the first 4 books back when s1 started.

so when i saw this little 30 day challenge floating around Tumblr i thought, well why the hell not.

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30 days of True Blood - Day 01 Favorite Female Character

why do they always start these 30 day things with the hardest questions

Pam or Sookie... god damn it!

I guess for the sake of this i'm gonna have to say Pam, shes been one of my faves consistently since the beginning and i've only started liking Sookie since re-watching series 1. 
Pam is an evil sly underhanded bitch... and shes smokinly hot

 perfect example of her amazing bitchyness below



 another reason I love Pam is her undying loyalty to Eric, no matter how much he drools after a certain blonde waitress she'll always be there for him, i swear theres something in that vamp bloodline or just the fact she was sired by a viking whose own loyalty was clear to read we'll never know, but nmw she's stuck with him this far,

even in the book she tell him he's put his foot in it but not budge from his side.

i know i shouldn't since the UK prolly won't get s4 till early next year or at least Christmas this but i couldn't help watching one of the sneaky peaks the Yank fans got where she wails "fix my maker." now i've read the books so i'll say no more as to why she says it but it proves her loyalty.

I don't know what she does to the customers at Fangtasia but she scares the hell outta me :D and I love her for it.

possibly my fave photoshoot pic of Pam is below


and that is why PAM is my NO.1 female TB charectar in both the books and the show,


Day 01- Your favorite female character

Day 02- Your favorite male character

Day 03- Your favorite couple

Day 04- Your favorite quote 

Day 05- Your favorite promo for season 3  

Day 06- Your favorite Lafayette/Tara moment 

Day 07- Your favorite Eric/Sookie moment 

Day 08- Your favorite Sookie/Bill moment

Day 09- Your favorite Eric/Bill moment

Day 10- Your favorite Sam/Sookie moment

Day 11- Your favorite Sookie Stackhouse moment

Day 12- A scene/moment that pissed you off

Day 13- A scene/moment that made you cry

Day 14- A scene/moment that made you happy

Day 15- Your OTP

Day 16- Your favorite episode

Day 17- Your least favorite episode

Day 18- Your least favorite character

Day 19- Your least favorite scene

Day 20- Your favorite villan

Day 21- Your favorite guest-star

Day 22- Your least favorite guest-star

Day 23- The character you most relate to

Day 24- The character you would like to hear/see more of

Day 25- Something that happened you wish hadn’t

Day 26- Something that hadn’t happened but you wish had

Day 27- Your idea for a future True Blood episode

Day 28- Your idea for a future True Blood character

Day 29- Your idea for a future True Blood couple

Day 30- Whatever tickles your fancy


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Title: Untitled
 
Author:  
 
Fandom: Highlander/True Blood
 
Pairing: pre slash Kenzie (OC)/Eric
 
Characters:Kenzie, Eric, Chow
 
Warnings/Spoilers: none
 
Summary: .. AU fleeing a bad break up of his two century relationship Immortal Kenzie has landed a job at Fangtasia working for on/off lover viking vampire Eric Northman and has after a encounter with 2 unknown Immortals finally opened up to Eric about the in and outs of being a fangless Immortal
 
Disclaimer: only charectar i claim ownership of is Kenzie.
 
Author Note: un betad
 
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“But I still don’t understand how?” Kenzie pulled himself onto a stool at the far end of the bar to Eric,
 
“I don’t know how to explain it in a way that won’t just confuse even you more, wheres Chow? And Pam?” Eric ignored the question
 
“try me.”
 
“Don’t strain yourself, Immortals have been trying to work that one out for longer than we’ve both been around”
 
“I sorley doubt it Kenzie.” Eric said passing him a glass, it wasn’t often the owner of Fangtasia played barkeep and Kenzie took it with a agreeable nod,
 
“so no vampire is older than you?” he asked following Eric to his ‘throne’
 
“there are a few,” Kenzie sat on the floor at the foot of Eric’s chair, and examined his friend
 
“You were a Viking right?” Eric nodded
 
 
 
As Eric busied himself setting up the bar for that night Kenzie tried to count the centuries in his head, he knew there were older immortals, but he’d never bothered to remember everyone’s age, would Amanda count he wondered, she had said she was old but he’d never pushed her on just how old, there were some things you didn’t ask women, even the worldly type like Amanda, when Eric finally sat down in his Throne Kenzie was certain
 
“without asking them directly I know at least two Immortals who pre date you, maybe three if he hadn’t been killed a few years ago.” He said closing his eyes as he thought of Darius
 
“Really?” Kenzie nodded continuing without taking a breath 
“One still lives in mainland Europe, somewhere in Venice last I heard, the other, well he’s got a place in France but he’s hard to pin down, likes to think of himself as a wanderer, think you met him last time you were in seacouver, looks like he’s swallowed a dictionary,” Eric remembered seeing someone who looked a bit full of himself, but the man had left almost the second Eric had arrived 
“Your friend with the nose? Said he could smell a vampire from a mile away.”
 
“That’s Adam.”
 
“so you think he’s older than me, if so, by how much?”
 
“now your asking, no one is really sure, last count he was going on four thousand, but he’s probably older, even he doesn’t know, he can’t even remember his first death, and that’s a pretty big thing for us”
 
“Well, I’ll have to meet this man if he ever comes to Shreveport, if you can pin him down.” Eric joked
 
 
 
“Oh he’ll come, if he knows I’m here,” Kenzie said with an uneasy laugh, remembering his last encounter with Adam in America
 
 “Why?”
 
“you remember I told you about the cruise, with the other Immortal, Amanda?”
 
“yes.”
 
“well, I came straight here when we landed… well he and I didn’t part on very good terms before I left.”
 
 
 
Eric focused on Kenzie, the young man was looking at him, but his face had hardened,  from what he had recently learned about Immortals, the idea of an old one coming to Shreveport after his friend did not sit well
“Does he want?” Eric made a gesture to his neck, Kenzie laughed
 
“you mean Me? No, he’s not a hunter, I’ve only seen him really fight once, and besides, he’s good friends with my teacher, and he’d be royally pissed if he found out the old goat was after me.”
 
“Teacher?”
 
“My version of a maker I guess, if your lucky another Immortal will let you stay with them, and train you in how to… deal with what you have become, its rarer now than it was in… well, lets just say before, when I died the first time, Duncan found me on a hunting trip with one of the lairds and, well, I was a mess, but I’d been a mess before, he got me taken in as a manservant and when he left I went with him to France away from the fighting, Scotland was still a disaster at that time, I got my head together and he trained me in everything from etiquette to eating”
 
“Eating?” Kenzie smiled, he could still remember his first formal dinner, dousing the ambassador of Italy in port and getting whipped for it, but that was a story for another time
 
“Come on Eric, when you were turned could you sit in the company of a queen or prince regient without making an ass of yourself?”
“It never came up”
 
“Vampire, Guess not, well I couldn’t, and Duncan wanted to raise my status so I could at least pretend to be his equal, he didn’t like seeing me get whipped, even if it meant I was able to travel with him”
 
“How old is this teacher of yours? He sounds interesting” Eric mused, gazing over his Immortal friends head into the darkness of Fangtasia for a moment he thought he saw a familiar figure but he brushed it off as a memory brought on by their talk of teachers
 
“Erm… good question, last time I saw him was his four hundred and second so I’m guessing he’s almost four ten now, give or take, still looks early thirtys as you can probably guess, we don’t age.”
 
 
 
“And he’s friends with the older Immortal?” Kenzie nodded
 
“just about, its hard being friends with Adam sometines”
 
“theirs no heirerchy?”
 
“Not that I’ve ever been aware of, some Immortals attempt to use their age to get favours or freak others out, but most of the time age only comes into it if your challenged”
 
“Why?”
 
“Say you were an Immortal, and I challenged you, who’d win?”
 
“Me”
 
“Why?”
 
“Because I’m a better fighter”
 
“And whys that? Because…”
“I’m older.”
 
“Exactly, its not an exact rule but its been proven more times than I can remember.”
 
 
 
Chow, the only Asian vampire Kenzie had ever met chose this time to come in the front door, from the short glimpse of the outside he let in Kenzie could tell night had fallen
 
“nearly opening time.” Eric sighed, he wanted to know more about the Immortals Kenzie knew, more about Kenzie himself, despite knowing the young man for well over a century Eric felt as though he was only just begging to see the real Kenzie
 
“ready for your first night kid?” Chow called from the door, Eric smiled, Kai got up from his place at Erics feet and cracked his neck
 
“as I will ever be.” He replied slyly
 
“so like I said, we’re pretty even in the “its complicated.” Stakes” he continued turning to Eric
 
“so your young, for an immortal?” Chow, who was now stood beside them looked puzzled
 
“is  two hundred young?” Kenzie stuck his tongue out at Chow who took that time to disappear into the store room
 
“Peaked your interest again have i? should I be flattered?”
 
“you’ve always been interesting to me Kenzie, I’m just glad I’m learning a little more about you.”
 
“you’ve known I was immortal since I saw you and Pam in Helsinki in the 80’s”
 
“yes, but I’ve never really thought about it, till I saw you at the Bon Temps Graveyard last night” Kai shuddered, being caught in the middle of another immortal’s challenge was never his favortie thing, but to have Eric there…
 
“Well I guess I still am pretty young in Immortal terms, when we first met I was just coming up to two hundred”
 
“and you decided to celebrate by punching a vampire?”
 
“In my defence I didn’t know you were a Viking vampire pretending to be a Nazi to hunt another vampire, all I saw was the symbol, till you put that hat on you could have been anyone”
 
“etiquette.” Eric Joked
 
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Title: Game of all fours : the walking part
Author: [personal profile] midnight_stopwatchgirl
Prompt: Mitchell walks into a bar and meets… Sidney Lane
Fandoms: Larkrise to Candleford (tv show), Being Human
Word count: 1303
Rating/Warnings/Spoilers: PG, set post s1 being human, post Larkrise to Candleford finishing
Authors Notes: un-betad.
Originally written for the Walks into a Bar comm challenge.



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Game of all fours )
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Day 1 - Favorite Female character
Day 2 - Favorite Male character
Day 3 - Favorite Episode
Day 4 - Favorite Scene
Day 5 - Favorite Quote
Day 6 - Favorite Knight
Day 7 - Favorite Villain
Day 8 - Favourite Merlin moment
Day 9 - Favourite Arthur moment
Day 10 - Favourite Gwen moment
Day 11 - Favourite Morgana moment
Day 12 - Favourite Gaius moment
Day 13 - Favourite Uther moment
Day 14 - Favourite guest star moment
Day 15 - Favourite Great Dragon moment/line
Day 16 - Favorite Spell
Day 17 - Favourite Ship
Day 18 - Prettiest Scene
Day 19 - Favourite Friendship
Day 20 - Favourite Guest Star
Day 21 - A scene that made you gasp (OMGWTFBBQ)
Day 22 - A scene that made you happy
Day 23 - A scene that made you cry
Day 24 - A scene that made you angry
Day 25 - Something that happened that you wish didn’t
Day 26 - Something that didn’t happen that you wish did
Day 27 - What’s your overall opinion was of Season One
Day 28 - What’s your overall opinion was of Season Two
Day 29 - What’s your overall opinion was of Season Three
Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

midnight_stopwatchgirl: (Sherlock/John)
After the success of the last post I wanted to do this again,
Is there any quote in any fandom that you want for your Phone Ringtone/Message tone, or Computer... or even just for the hell.


you know what to do if there is, msg me or comment on here and i'll see what i can do.

at present i'm soundfiling whole eps of DW S5, Sherlock S1, TW S1 so there shouldn't be much of a delay :D


Examples of quotes i've filed:

Plinky Plonky - from Gareth David Lloyds Bio on the Blue Gillespie Website, 

Jack "you are a hero, to me" From last time i asked for requests, this is from the Outtakes of "Captain Jack Harkness" episode 12 of series 1

John Watson & Sherlock another request from last time, from The Great Game
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A new month, a new 30 day meme.

Here's the challenge, each day for the next month, write a blog in letter form to the following people:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush

http://www.urbandictionary.com defines crush as "someone who you find very attractive and extremely special." and I have been thinking about this all day, I really want a specific person to help me focus my writing... but after going through my recent Notebooks and combing my fandoms, no 1 person has come up with too many people i find 'attractive' and 'extremly special' for different reasons, from different places, times, shows,

but i think, there are a few someones out there in fandom who I owe a lot of my 'type' to :D and so Day 2 is to them

♥ ♥ ♥


Willow Rosenberg:
for being your geeky, odd, soon to be magical self,
you were my reason for watching Buffy, when you came on screen properly in "Welcome to the Hellmouth." with your "why... i mean HI." and we finally got a good look at you my jaw would not retract for what seemed like ever :O
you were in most aspects someone i could relate to, i wasn't popular like Chordelia, or "the good looking one." like buffy, but i didn't care, i had my own flag girl :D and when you decided to try your hand at Wicca, omg!
for better or worse I was outed to the village snitch by looking at a poster of you with your bobbed hair and going "oh my god she' got hotter." or something along those lines.
♥♥


Drusilla
What can i say Pet? the one thing me and Spikey agree on is you.
prophetic, psychotic, and totally gorgeous, you are my kind of undead girlfriend :F,
Even when you killed the only decent slayer there was ever going to be in Kendra i couldn't fault you, though i still have to look away when you rip her throat out, and when you kiss Angel/us,
you were one of the first of my lovle for for Phsyco, Deadly babes,
♥♥



Tai-san.
i still remember vividly that stormy night, when Chloe got lost looking for Bluebell the calf, and Patsy and Paul were sulking in their beds worried she was dead and then, out of the storm ... there you were, golden skin, the most amazing plaitted hair i'd/ve ever seen (including Ambers Zulu's)
i still love little Chloe's introduction of you to the mall "everyone this is Tai-San, Tai-San, this is everyone"

Whenever i have to describe my muse's i always think of you, if it wasn't for you, and ofcourse little Patsy i don't think i'd have written a jot, so. thank you Tai-san "spaced out hippy." of the Mall Rats
♥♥♥♥♥


DennyShaz
Denny Blood and Shaz Wiley, better known as Shaz & Denny
2 girls who count as 1,
i never thought i'd fall for a 'normal' type till Den and the Shaz came on screen in Bad Girls,
not exactly the perfect romance, but the first couple i've ever really liked, my OTP for Bad Girls, and the best OTFP of a uk show so far in my op.
i don't know what to say really, well, i guess i do, cos i owe Shaz for more than just her Sheffield accent and good looks, i owe her for intro'ing me to a song that would lead to one of my fave bands now, because Scarborough Fair meant nothing to me, till i heard Shaz strummin that guitar in series 4
Love you baebes ♥♥♥♥


and last but by no means least: (and i know some people are going to want to kill me for this) 
Eve Myles
thats EVE MYLES, not GWEN COOPER, though Gweny does have her moments :D
what can i say to/about Evey, well... for starts THANK THE GODDESS, i was beggining to think all the best looking women were from the baltics and Japan (and Europe not forgetting Lacuna) till i saw Eve in Day 1, she is... funny, gorgeous, a great actress, and... theres something i'm missing... oh yeah, WELSH, shes a Welsh beauty, :D simply that,
though her TW charectar can infuriate and bore me at times, that just proves how much of an amazing actress she is, because when you meet her (and i have) shes perfect,

♥♥♥♥♥

i know i said Eve was the last, but i caa Special mention on this list of crushes to a new band i've recently got very into:
IndiaIndica : Jonsu, Heini, Sirkku, Jenny, Laura Thank you for making music Sexy again

There are so many more girls i could write to and about, and there is even a boy, but i'd be here all night ;D, 
no 1 woman sums me up :D or the women I like :D


Day 2----- your crush


midnight_stopwatchgirl: (chirpy)
 30 Days of letters
Day 1 – Your best friend


Dear…. Non exsistence entity,
The term best friend puts too much enphasis on the need you put on a specific person to hold you up when you can’t do it yourse,f giving someone that amount of power over you, gives them the ability to throw you down and kick sand in your face,
If they’re the ones holding you up, whats stopping them from moving and sending you crashing to the rocks below?P

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve tried the “we’ll be best friends forever.” Candy cane sugar rubbish when I was younger, and you know what? I’m still pulling the fragments of Whitby cliff side out of my back (not literally)
The person in question was there I thought at my side for a very long time, but when they decided it was no longer useful for them to be my friend/ got bored, and found a new piece of tail he dropped me… that wasn’t the worst thing, the worst thing was that he didn’t drop me completely, he kept me hanging, “oh we’ll still hang out.” “I’ll still be around.” “ENTER GENERIC FRIEND ASSURANCE STATEMENT.” You get the picture,
I look back now and you know what? I didn’t register this for over 2 years, till I got faced with what a real friend was like, I’d spent 22 years living by an old definition that now only applied to me not to the person in question, I like to think I’m an honourable and Loyal girl, but it wasn’t till I discovered how cold my ‘friend’ had become that I realised the only person I owed my loyalty to in the two of us was me.

I mean When you defend someone to everyone who speaks ill of them, stand by them through some pretty ugly times and put up with their less tactful friends and… taste in rather plastic women you expect similar behaviour….HA!.
I bet I sound like a right evil overly Emo whiney b*tch “oh my lifes been so bad, I’ve had no real friends” But I’m not, I’m not even saying that, the ‘best’ friend thing has bad connotations to me now, and when something like this comes up I do tend to rant a little sorry,

BUT I hasten to add that thanks to Fandom and Bandom (namely of a certain Newport band) my faith in the friendship system has been somewhat restored so if any of my RL or Flist are worried I’m faking when I call them friends you can relax

For this first of the 30 letter Meme I’m calling out my REAL friends:

DEAR :
Em, Abi &Victoria, Angie & Kaz, Sam, Alex, Julliette, Becca, Megz, Tu, Kacey, Nem, Leanne &Lauren, Jade, Andy, Sharon, Yvonne, Natasha, Birgit, Estela, Natalie, Christel, Heather to name but a few…
What more can I say but? 2 things and I hope you take them well.
1. You are all insane :D in many different way, and I am glad of that fact, I have never laughed so much in my life as I do at cons and gigs with you guys
2. as well as being Insane, you all… well there isn’t a word for it, rock, rule, are awesome doesn’t seem to cut it.
I don’t get mushy, so lets say , that I am aware that I weird and sometimes even freak people out at times, but you guys see past the strangeness because you are all as strange as me :D. and I thank you for that more than I could in words


I Adore and am ever so gratefull for and to all my friends from all over, who I’ve met @ gigs, Whitby, Cons, FB and LJ but a special musketeer style, hats doff and bow has to go to Ms 
a_lanart [profile] aeron_lanart in all her forms who threw a T-shirt at me on our first meeting and brought me out of my corpse shell :D 

Dear[profile] aeron_lanart 
a_lanart (in all your forms   ;} )
 
I owe you most of the last 2/3 years, as well as a hell of a lot more in kind, *G* you showed me that being big and insane wasn’t something to be ashamed of, and finally (though as force of habbit I do say it) that being 5,5.5 is nothing to complain about…

great I’m supposed to be a writer and just when I need them to thank my friends words and my muses do one on me :D, okay if I can’t be as decorative with this as my dear Oscar or Lord Byron I’ll do it the easy way: to put into perspective just how cool Aeron is (for those odd few who don’t know)

• I am 25 and I had never got properly 100% drunk before until Aeron and I attended Hub 3 in 2009 :D

• I had a unusual problem with Trains till Aeron took me to Cardiff for my 25th to see Mr Barrowman in panto last year.

• The majority of my final years work that earned me my 2.1 in Uni is thanks to Aeron, but one in particular, “Amanda’s” which was later changed to “Alices,” so it wasn’t too obv who I based the matriarch on, came of a random outing with Aeron around her City, I’d never even heard about the Liverpool Blitz before let alone know how… sounds wrong to say cool, so I’ll say how Interesting it is/was.

• This last year or so I’ve been to 7 BG gigs, seen Pro-jekt Lacuna Coil, The Birthday Massacre, Obsessive Compulsive, John Barrowman and William Control (the last of who my old friends would never even consider going to see or even listen to) gone to Cardiff twice, been to 3 Conventions and its all thanks to Aeron

• I‘m getting used to the fact that every time in her car a song comes on her player that catches my ear. now 9.31gb of my external hard drive is now full of music shes given me :D or got me into so I’ve gone looking for, in about 15 yrs of being friends, ‘the one who isn’t worth naming so I won’t use a Harry Potter quote for them” traded 0 bands with me

• Speaking of music, Aeron has given me a new respect for some of the bands that founded the gothic movement in the 80s, most recent of these is The Damned,

So for all this, and so much more, to Aeron and all my friends I do something I very rarely do

*sends virtual hugs*
and remember
midnight_stopwatchgirl: (vampire mirror)
after reading a few of the spring "A Ficathon Walks into a bar...." entries as well as re-reading A's i've decided, that it is an insane venture and to try my hand at it,
I'm just not sure which charry to pick as my main

could be a good way to intro myself to the people of dreamwidth... I can see the rotten fruit coming my way as we speak

anyway, There are comms now, were you can sign up both at Dreamwidth and LJ
http://intoabar.dreamwidth.org/, http://community.livejournal.com/intoabar/
with FAQs and stuff.